I try to post eats on Sundays, but today I have too much work and am freaking out way to much to manage that, let alone a post. In a panic I wrote what I was feeling because I want someone to understand it, but I can’t explain very well and don’t know who to show it to. Some people have suggested I write to my therapist, but I tried that and he ignored it and now it’s worse than ever. Maybe it’s because of the essay. I keep hoping it’ll get better after the essay, but it was here before this all started so who knows whether finishing the essay will make it better or worse. Can anyone help? Does anyone know what is wrong with me? Am I actually entirely crazy? What can I do to try to fix this?
Sorry for the short post. I’m feeling pretty distressed and really need something but I don’t know what.