drunk.

I should never get drunk ever again.

I fucking hate getting drunk.

It’s fun for a little bit, then you are just a dick over and over again.

I have no idea what I told the HTT but apparently I talked to them.

I have a vague idea that I did kinda ok with one friend. The other not so much.

I hate being drunk.

Why did I do it? Seemed like a good idea at the time.

Fucking hell.

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6 responses to “drunk.

  1. I hate being drunk drunk, but it ALWAYS seems like the best idea at the time. I get tipsy, then, well, I’m just an ass basically.
    It’s dumb, you think my brain would correlate hating being drunk to drinking, but no. I is stupid like that.
    Hope you are okay and recovering
    love x

    • Urgh I know.

      Back to enforcing sobriety again. Seriously.

      Apparently I shouted at the HTT.

      Fuck.

      I want to curl up in a ball and never see anyone ever again. Ever.

      x.

  2. Meg

    I like being silly drunk, I hate being STUPID drunk. I’m usually the latter. Don’t beat yourself up about it, what’s done is done x

    • I am the queen of berrating myself for weeks and weeks after being drunk. Or doing anything I find stupid. Urgh. We’ll see. Hopefs I’ll get over it soon….

      x.

      • Meg

        Thing is, you have NOTHING to gain from dwelling on it do you? You can think about it 24/7 and wind yourself up which will only lead to crappyness, or you can say “Yep, I was a bit of a dick, ahh well I’m sober now so lets carry on…”

        Ok so I know it’s not exactly that simple, but you get the point!

  3. Aggy

    Argh! Been there, done that! I still do it to which does massively such but there you go.

    Sorry I haven’t commented much (being the other side of the world and all!) but I’m sorry you’ve had all your recent problems and I hope you feel better soon!

    Sending hugs. X

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